*Nora Skye* (noraskye) wrote in queeraslj,
*Nora Skye*

I am a terrible, terrible girlfriend

So I was gone for a few days...yep...Sometimes I can't help it I just feel this need to escape..not from anything in particular. And no, I wasn't doing anything I shouldn't have been. It's just.....well...me. My head gets too complicated sometimes and I run. I am in love with her. And I know this is "the one". Sometimes that concept scares me and I just need to get my head together. I know I'll come around. She just has to be patient with me and I know she will. I am younger then her!!! Sometimes talking of marriage makes me run for the hills, and sometimes I know it's right. Bear with me please, Sophie...?

I took a few days off of work, too. It was a much needed break although my vacation starts monday. I will be gone for a week. I planned this trip during our breakup and I can't back out now. I feel bad that sophie's not going but she's got so much work to do! I am trying to convince her to come down for a few days anyway. Maybe she can hop on a plane and join me??? maybe it's wishful thinking, especially after the way I have treated her. hmph..gurhfbnsdkjh....god I love her. I hope she forgives my past antics. Why do I run..god, why do I run??? I always ran away in the past...if anything shook my system just a tad I was out the door. I need to stop doing that.
So I'll be gone for a week, but before that Sophie and I can spend a wonderful weekend together.
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